i can continue pretending.

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the feeling of being alone don't have to be frightening all the time.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010 @ 3:16 AM

i had walked for almost the whole 3.5km alone (since jiahui & manping were lagging so behind,)
and through the walk,
i kept staring at the stupid hot sun, the dirty reservoir water, the uneven road filled with pebbles, the people that kept coming, running past me.
though it's apparently different from what the chinese textbook always like to describe,
the calm water, the breeze, and the this and that and whatever not.
but the quietness was good.
like as if i've had finally gotten my me-time after so much.

but the walk wasn't productive,
i didn't even sort out one-quarter of the things squashed in my mind.
:/