i'm that kind of person who cannot sit down and do nothing.
because my thoughts will wander, i will get paranoid.
i am capable of turning any positive thoughts into extreme negative thoughts.
i am capable of the sense of regret over things i didn't agree or took opportunity.

i'm a coward.
i'm afraid of stopping down to think.
i choose to avoid problems i cannot solve.
i'm afraid of accepting facts.

i can't express.
whatever i think and feel is mostly kept within my mind.
i don't show it on my faces most of the time,
even if i really want to.


my mum, "sometimes when i look at you, i'm afraid that you're capable of getting depression."

i'm that kind of person who cannot sit down and do nothing.
because my thoughts will wander, i will get paranoid.
i am capable of turning any positive thoughts into extreme negative thoughts.
i am capable of the sense of regret over things i didn't agree or took opportunity.

i'm a coward.
i'm afraid of stopping down to think.
i choose to avoid problems i cannot solve.
i'm afraid of accepting facts.

i can't express.
whatever i think and feel is mostly kept within my mind.
i don't show it on my faces most of the time,
even if i really want to.


my mum, "sometimes when i look at you, i'm afraid that you're capable of getting depression."