i can continue pretending.
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Friday, July 17, 2009 @ 8:03 AM
he's trying desperately to communicate.
but is way too dumb to sense the tension.
she's trying desperately to reject all forms of communications.
and adding on to the tension.
and i am stuck in the middle of nowhere.
i feel disgusted.
i used to not feel like seeing you.
but now, i don't feel like seeing both of you.
if i were to use something to describe them.
i would say they are repelling magnets.
and the only things that are forcing them to attract,
is my sister and i.
it's not my fault.
yet sometimes it seems like my fault.
but then, to think of it again.
it isn't my fault.
..
or maybe it is.
... nevermind.
if i were younger, i probably wouldn't know a shit about what's going on.
but as i grow older, i see it, and the fights get worse.
i agree with my sister.
i rather not know what's going on.
i don't even want to hear their voices now.
PS: it's not that i don't want to be happy.
but there's just nothing to be happy about.
maybe marriage is bad afterall.