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fuck.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009 @ 2:01 AM

life has never sucked beyond this.
but now i know it.
life will suck more than this.

it's funny how i have so much to say
but when i land my hands on the keyboard,
nothing comes out.
let me guess why.

ah, i know why.
because i suck.
but guess what, i, as a person, suck more than my life.

my parents just had a huge fight last night.
let me guess why.

ah, i know why.
because i suck.

i got scolded by my bio teacher today for talking.
let me guess why.

ah, i know why.
because i suck.

i discovered that my e-zlink card wasn't returned only today,
when i had to take o level mother tongue oral exams.
i didn't know a thing.
but still, i got nagged by a teacher.
let me guess why.

ah, i know why.
because i suck.

then, the teacher told me to inform the HOD,
whom screamed at me.
let me guess why.

ah, i know why.
because i suck.

when she questioned me about the bringing of ez-link card.
i didn't have a shit to say.
let me guess why.

ah, i know why.
because i suck.

when i told her what i heard from my teacher,
(that only needed to bring entry proof)
she just told me two words.
" 胡说."
i didn't know what to say.
let me guess why.

ah, i know why.
because i suck.

maybe i'm a moron too.

ah, i know why.
because i suck.

then i headed down to the general office to get an identification paper,
even the staff in the G.O had to scold me.
let me guess why.

ah, i know why.
because i suck.

on my way back to the hall,
i saw jiahui and i turned into a fountain.
i guess i didn't even have the right to be one.
but i still did anyway.
let me guess why.

ah, i know why.
because i suck.

even right before i went home.
i got scolded by another teacher for eating.
let me guess why.

ah, i know why.
because i suck.

i think i'm a jinx.
eh, no.
i don't think.
i AM a jinx.

you know what.
next time ..

if you drop your things,
it's because i'm a jinx.

if you lose your things,
it's because i'm a jinx.

if you see a dead bird on the street,
it's because i'm a jinx.

if your pet dies,
it's because i'm a jinx.

if you realised you dropped a strand of hair,
it's because i'm a jinx.

to make it short,
if anything bad happens to you,
that you don't like it.
it's because i'm a jinx.

chase the dark clouds away for me.
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee.