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Sunday, May 31, 2009 @ 5:26 AM

went out with peiying today.
i must admit, 宅女.
damn.

so today's aim is ..
actually no aim.
just walking around and around.
in bugis.

was randomly stopped by 3 random guys along the random street.
was questioned about the present i was holding on. (thanks, alvin. (: )
then led to more and more random conversation.
i practically stood there and laugh/smile in a socializing manner
and let peiying do the talking.
couldnt really hear what they were asking, since the background was actually playing.
" Just danceeeeeeeee, gonna be okay. da-doo-doo-doo.
Just danceeeeeeeee, spin that record babe. "
yeah, so everything was basically ... random.
and the conversation was .. weird.

went to bugis street.
and that was when,
peiying indirectly convinced me that i was a 宅女.
i tell you,
the shops all look exactly the same to me.
don't like it.
:/

in the mrt,
i was sitting at the priority seat.
then i spent 3 minutes at a woman,
trying to figure if she's pregnant.
( she was back facing me. )
i tried soooooooooooooo hard to see if she was pregnant.
peiying told me she wasn't.
i said she was.
imagine,
she wasn't pregnant.
she was just fat.
-..- i think she will kill me.
then in the end, after a veryyyyy long time, she turned sideways.
and my reaction in my mind was:
holy shit, she IS pregnant.
what the hell, what the hell!
i felt so rude for not giving up my seat.
i was kind of slow moving with all those stuff i was carrying,
so peiying gave up her seat first.
but still, i feel so shameful.
so this is it.
i hate the priority seat.

and somewhere in the middle of the journey,
came in two parents, with a toddler.
and peiying starting messing playing with the toddler.
then i just realised.
damn it, i have problems communicating with little kids.
ya, they are cute.
their actions and all those are cute.
but i just dont seem to understand them.
like when they stare at me..
i wonder..
what kind of expression am i suppose to give back?
would they even understand if i smile?
that's right.
i don't understand little kids.
but doesnt mean i don't like little kids.

anyway,
i'm pretty much inspired by my pencil box.
imagineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
(:

PS:
i was totally annoyed by peiying today in the wallet shop.
i was trying to convince myself soooo hard that i only like that particular wallet i was looking at.
but she had to flash some other wallets annoyingly in front of my face.
and i almost, almoooooost had my decision.. screwed.
-..- what the hell.
but nevermind.
i'm loyal to my wallet. (:

PPS:
today an ang mo called me his friend.
HAHA!
he said,
" hey friend, this side to bugis? "
i said,
" *point to the opposite direction* that side. "
he said,
" oh, thanks mate."
i smiled, then look at peiying,
" ..... EH! he just called me his friend. hahahahahaha. "