i can continue pretending.

blog| profile| etc

holy shit.
Saturday, April 18, 2009 @ 3:47 AM

1.30am - 39.2 degree celsius.
8.30am - 38.6 degree celsius.
9.45am - 39.4 degree celsius.
10.40am - 41.8 degree celsius. (holy shit.)
10.50am - 39.6 degree celsius.

and then i gave up.
till, 4.45pm - 39.0 degree celsius.
now, 6.51pm- 39.4 degree celsius.

i ate 8 fever pills today.
and it just comes and goes.
and then comes and then goes.

i dont feel really good.
in fact, i feel very bad.
i can't walk.
i feel like i'm floating more than walking.

& even when i'm sick.
weird dreams dont go.
when i slept between 3 plus to 4 plus today.
i dreamt three times in a row that my eyeballs were so hot that they practically popped out.
disturbingly disgusting.

i feel so swollen.
i feel so heavily light.
i feel so paralysed.
i feel so dumb.
i feel so coughy.
i feel so throaty.

ah, none of this is making sense.
this is the time when i think i can really melt someone,
cause i'm really so darn hot.
-..- retards.

well, at least i'm glad that i feel sick after SYF.
(: i think we rocked.