let's talk about dreams.
dreams as in nonsensical rubbish that your brain generates while you're sleeping.
not dreams as in ambitions.

i realised that my dreams are 95% tragedies.
maybe 5% of them are not,
but the problem is,
i can only remember the 95% of tragedies and 0% of non-tragedies.

i always , like i'll never fail in dreaming of ..

people falling/jumping off buildings.

it's like a god-damn sick cycle.
i dream of people falling/jumping off buildings either on their own accord anot,
i dont remember.
every week, there will be one day that i will dream of people falling off buildings.
it's kind of annoying at times.
like, watching them falling off the buildings and you can't do anything at all.
OR,
you don't even feel like watching them fall of the buildings anymore,
BUT,
you just cant wake up.
and it's even more annoying that i always wake up one second before the jumper reaches the ground, in his/her/their pathetic plight.
kay, wait.
that should be a good thing.
i dont really think i'll want to see some brain juices smudged all over the ground,
with their limbs flying off or their legs bent or anything like that.
:/ that's gonna be disturbing.

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but then this week! i haven't dreamt of anybody falling/jumping off buildings.
i think, that person killed himself/herself in another manner.
like, yesterday,
i dreamt of this scenario.
there were 3 person on the side of the road, walking.
then one of them had his/her arm akimbo.
then, out of NOWHERE,
came this retarded humongous van,
driving at like speed of .. idontknow 150km/h?
then, the van hit that person who had his/her arm akimbo.
and then, her arm literally flew off her body.
and then, her arm went on getting flunged off to don't know where,
but that's not important.
because what's annoying was that,
the person beside the person's whose arm got flunged,
died, all of a sudden.
just dropped died on the ground, like that.
and then something much more annoying happened,
people around that person who died all of a sudden,
died too.
whoooooo clap and rejoice. -..-
the hell, what kind of shit dream is this!

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besides dreaming of people dying,
i dreamt of something disgustingly retarded a few days ago.
i dreamt that i stepped on a lizard tail,
and then that tail got STUCKED to my feet.
no matter how i shook my leg it didnt want to freaking drop off from my freaking leg.
then i freaking freak out like some freaking shit.
then here came a hero, dontknow who, too freaked out to remember anyway.
hero removed the lizard tail for me somehow.
whoooooo, hero.
then hero turns asshole-y all of a sudden.
hero puts the tail on the table and told it to throw the tail away myself.
and then out of nowhere again ( i'm getting irritated with things coming out of nowhere in my dreams ) ,
there's sunlight.
shining on that disgusting lizard tail.
and it looked translucent.
with some disgusting vein-like structures in it.
and that's the point,
i totally effing freaked out to the maximum.
ah, god-damn it.
thanks to my saver,
my alarm clock woke me up. (:
that's the only time i love my alarm.

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suddenly, at this point of time i wonder..
why can people like my sister dream of jaychou,
while i dream of dead people/lizards.
shat, this is getting so unfair.
D:

let's talk about dreams.
dreams as in nonsensical rubbish that your brain generates while you're sleeping.
not dreams as in ambitions.

i realised that my dreams are 95% tragedies.
maybe 5% of them are not,
but the problem is,
i can only remember the 95% of tragedies and 0% of non-tragedies.

i always , like i'll never fail in dreaming of ..

people falling/jumping off buildings.

it's like a god-damn sick cycle.
i dream of people falling/jumping off buildings either on their own accord anot,
i dont remember.
every week, there will be one day that i will dream of people falling off buildings.
it's kind of annoying at times.
like, watching them falling off the buildings and you can't do anything at all.
OR,
you don't even feel like watching them fall of the buildings anymore,
BUT,
you just cant wake up.
and it's even more annoying that i always wake up one second before the jumper reaches the ground, in his/her/their pathetic plight.
kay, wait.
that should be a good thing.
i dont really think i'll want to see some brain juices smudged all over the ground,
with their limbs flying off or their legs bent or anything like that.
:/ that's gonna be disturbing.

_____________________________________________________________

but then this week! i haven't dreamt of anybody falling/jumping off buildings.
i think, that person killed himself/herself in another manner.
like, yesterday,
i dreamt of this scenario.
there were 3 person on the side of the road, walking.
then one of them had his/her arm akimbo.
then, out of NOWHERE,
came this retarded humongous van,
driving at like speed of .. idontknow 150km/h?
then, the van hit that person who had his/her arm akimbo.
and then, her arm literally flew off her body.
and then, her arm went on getting flunged off to don't know where,
but that's not important.
because what's annoying was that,
the person beside the person's whose arm got flunged,
died, all of a sudden.
just dropped died on the ground, like that.
and then something much more annoying happened,
people around that person who died all of a sudden,
died too.
whoooooo clap and rejoice. -..-
the hell, what kind of shit dream is this!

_________________________________________________________

besides dreaming of people dying,
i dreamt of something disgustingly retarded a few days ago.
i dreamt that i stepped on a lizard tail,
and then that tail got STUCKED to my feet.
no matter how i shook my leg it didnt want to freaking drop off from my freaking leg.
then i freaking freak out like some freaking shit.
then here came a hero, dontknow who, too freaked out to remember anyway.
hero removed the lizard tail for me somehow.
whoooooo, hero.
then hero turns asshole-y all of a sudden.
hero puts the tail on the table and told it to throw the tail away myself.
and then out of nowhere again ( i'm getting irritated with things coming out of nowhere in my dreams ) ,
there's sunlight.
shining on that disgusting lizard tail.
and it looked translucent.
with some disgusting vein-like structures in it.
and that's the point,
i totally effing freaked out to the maximum.
ah, god-damn it.
thanks to my saver,
my alarm clock woke me up. (:
that's the only time i love my alarm.

_________________________________________________________________

suddenly, at this point of time i wonder..
why can people like my sister dream of jaychou,
while i dream of dead people/lizards.
shat, this is getting so unfair.
D: