i can barely keep my eyes open.

yesterday i've done CIP.
and i realised i'm real bad at communicating with elders.
like, really that bad.
even if i smile to them, they stare at me blankly like i'm from alienic world.
my sister says it must something to do with my face.
goodness, i should really go change my face.

i'm wondering how things will be like if my grandparents were still alive.
maybe then, i wouldn't have communication problems with them.
in the first place, i don't even know how to speak dialect.
and the funny thing is, i feel very scared sitting in front of them,
like my hands turning cold for no reason.

& the elders thought i'm from china.
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWR.
i'm from singapore, singapore, singapore, singapore with a gigantic exclamation mark!

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great, i'm doing CIP for choir tomorrow.
i'll hold a can for hours, hoping some kind souls will donate 10 cent.
ah, forget it.

i'm going to do some no brainer stuff now.

i need movie session.
Marley & Me. D:

i can barely keep my eyes open.

yesterday i've done CIP.
and i realised i'm real bad at communicating with elders.
like, really that bad.
even if i smile to them, they stare at me blankly like i'm from alienic world.
my sister says it must something to do with my face.
goodness, i should really go change my face.

i'm wondering how things will be like if my grandparents were still alive.
maybe then, i wouldn't have communication problems with them.
in the first place, i don't even know how to speak dialect.
and the funny thing is, i feel very scared sitting in front of them,
like my hands turning cold for no reason.

& the elders thought i'm from china.
RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWR.
i'm from singapore, singapore, singapore, singapore with a gigantic exclamation mark!

_________________________________________________________

great, i'm doing CIP for choir tomorrow.
i'll hold a can for hours, hoping some kind souls will donate 10 cent.
ah, forget it.

i'm going to do some no brainer stuff now.

i need movie session.
Marley & Me. D: