absolutely busy week.

been a very bad week.

what am i thinking now:

how much i feel like wanting to dig a hole on the ground and then bury myself inside.

kay, i don't really know i have this thought.

just suddenly thought of it.

maybe this week is not a very bad week.
it might be a fascinating week.

so fascinated to be able to stake awake all the way up to 1 am in the morning, studying stuff that can probably made me tear my hair out.

so fascinated to how i am still able to wake up the very next morning, just after the alarm clock sets off at 6.20am.

so fascinated to as no matter how much i practiced the maths sum, i summed up to be having a fail grade for the test.

so fascinated by i can get pissed off by nothing.

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right,

now i'm going to escape from the reality.

so just pardon me.

even if all i would see is just a large patch of grass.

and only a tall tree standing out of nowhere,

and having shops being closed at 5pm.

and looking at sheeps/lambs.

and probably eating them.

i would still want to visit new zealand in some point of my life.

i would stay in those little huts in some farm .. just for a few days.

(ya, i think i won't be able to take it if i stay there too long.)

i would.. i don't know? stuff myself berries whole day long.

i would see how people shave the lambs.

kay, this sounds kind of sick.

but then, i never seen people shave lambs before.

i think i'll probably just spend the few days escaping from those urban cities

and then, move on.

i'll move on to spain.

one of the countries which i had been dying to go since i was a little kid.

i don't really know what exactly attracts me to be dying to go to spain.

but i guess it'll be those ancient buildings you see.

they look so.. sophisticated? and mysterious.

looks like the wrong word to use, haha.

i would visit those old and ancient castles.

probably one of the must-see tourist scenery.

they are like so.. huge and so.. old.

so gorgeous.

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okay. i cannot take it already.

i feel so dumb in my own unrealistic world.

absolutely busy week.

been a very bad week.

what am i thinking now:

how much i feel like wanting to dig a hole on the ground and then bury myself inside.

kay, i don't really know i have this thought.

just suddenly thought of it.

maybe this week is not a very bad week.
it might be a fascinating week.

so fascinated to be able to stake awake all the way up to 1 am in the morning, studying stuff that can probably made me tear my hair out.

so fascinated to how i am still able to wake up the very next morning, just after the alarm clock sets off at 6.20am.

so fascinated to as no matter how much i practiced the maths sum, i summed up to be having a fail grade for the test.

so fascinated by i can get pissed off by nothing.

_____________________________________________________________

right,

now i'm going to escape from the reality.

so just pardon me.

even if all i would see is just a large patch of grass.

and only a tall tree standing out of nowhere,

and having shops being closed at 5pm.

and looking at sheeps/lambs.

and probably eating them.

i would still want to visit new zealand in some point of my life.

i would stay in those little huts in some farm .. just for a few days.

(ya, i think i won't be able to take it if i stay there too long.)

i would.. i don't know? stuff myself berries whole day long.

i would see how people shave the lambs.

kay, this sounds kind of sick.

but then, i never seen people shave lambs before.

i think i'll probably just spend the few days escaping from those urban cities

and then, move on.

i'll move on to spain.

one of the countries which i had been dying to go since i was a little kid.

i don't really know what exactly attracts me to be dying to go to spain.

but i guess it'll be those ancient buildings you see.

they look so.. sophisticated? and mysterious.

looks like the wrong word to use, haha.

i would visit those old and ancient castles.

probably one of the must-see tourist scenery.

they are like so.. huge and so.. old.

so gorgeous.

________________________________________________________

okay. i cannot take it already.

i feel so dumb in my own unrealistic world.