it's the third day of school.
and i still don't feel like school has started properly.
i feel like i just pop out of nowhere.

besides that,
i totally feel like a retard.
like totally.
after i fell ill,
i have no idea why my brains is processing things so slowly.
and sometimes it rejects things not on my own accord.

and the veins on my left hands are behaving weirdly.
it keeps on " floating " up and it feels so disgusting.
like the vein will just burst.
veins.
reminds me of how xuanlong used to be terrified about the circulatory system.
during my p4 time, we had this little little self-made stack of pictures which shows the systems of human body.
and then xuanlong would totally shriek in the gayest manner when i flip to the circulatory system and put it right in front of his face.

aaaaha.
i feel extremely lost now.
never really had this feeling for a very long time.
i think i should go do some soul searching now.

it's the third day of school.
and i still don't feel like school has started properly.
i feel like i just pop out of nowhere.

besides that,
i totally feel like a retard.
like totally.
after i fell ill,
i have no idea why my brains is processing things so slowly.
and sometimes it rejects things not on my own accord.

and the veins on my left hands are behaving weirdly.
it keeps on " floating " up and it feels so disgusting.
like the vein will just burst.
veins.
reminds me of how xuanlong used to be terrified about the circulatory system.
during my p4 time, we had this little little self-made stack of pictures which shows the systems of human body.
and then xuanlong would totally shriek in the gayest manner when i flip to the circulatory system and put it right in front of his face.

aaaaha.
i feel extremely lost now.
never really had this feeling for a very long time.
i think i should go do some soul searching now.