i can continue pretending.

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Thursday, December 25, 2008 @ 9:29 PM

so yesterday was christmas.
my feelings towards christmas is very mixed up.
i like christmas.
but christmas also means a new year is going to begin.
and i hate to start a year all over again.

so i went over to my aunt's house to "celebrate" christmas.
and my mother was playing MJ and then i accidentally touched her shoulder while she was playing.
so you know she got quite offended.
like saying, " i'm playing MJ then you tap my shoulder. "
but the truth is,
i got offended.
hey, i dont freaking believe that touching your god damn shoulder will cost any changes okay.
this kind of thing is classfied under,
BULLSHIT
for me.

but then i didnt really care and walked out of the room.
i still believe this kind of beliefs is stupid.

so there's only one more week left to school.
dont really feel quite right about next year.
many things are going to change.
many people are going to change.
i think i'll have a sickening year ahead.

santa.