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wake up, morons. (i'm pissed.)
Monday, November 03, 2008 @ 2:54 AM

so i had choir too yesterday.
like, what's new?

but today i was unexpectedly high.
but that was only after sectionals.
you know, i had never liked mondays.
neither does my dad.
it's called the monday blues.

i woke up today and felt pretty weird cause nobody was at home.
and the weather was good (to me) and i walked to school.
hahahahahahaha.


okay, that paragraph above was out of boredom,
again.
damn it.


okay, so yesterday during choir,
i start to think about random things.
i'm fascinated at how slow my brain process things.
like i only start to think about things that i have done the day before on the next day.
dont know to cry or laugh.

i thought about..
aah. i forgot what i thought about.
kay, wait.
CALM DOWN, WENXIN!

oh, i thought about that today i have to change hamster hay.
-.-
kay, that's not very exciting.
i look at both my hamsters and i see how unfair life is.
how can the fat one be so fat, and the skinny one be so skinny.
i name my hamsters, " the fat one " and " the skinny one ".
but sometimes i call the skinny one Remy, hahahaa.
the fat one is getting fatter.
when it sits, it looks like a ball.
fatball.
and all it do is sleep, eat, pee-pee.
i hate it when i pee-pee.
i dont know how big hamster's brain are, but the fat one's must be minute.
it always pee-pee, then lie on it's pee-pee and the stomach gets stained by the pee-pee.
and then he smells of pee-pee.
:\ dumb.

and i hate it when i stick my finger at the cage and he bites it.
from my point of view, i see a finger, my finger.
but i think from his point of view, he sees a stick of biscuit.
nah, i look at my finger again and i think, judging from the shortness and fatness,
they look more like.. carrot to him.
:\ dumbdumb.


but overall, i think find him cute, like this.
it's like saying, " what the hell ya looking at? "

and the skinny one.
looks so skinny, frail, fragile, like it's shrinking.
but it looks much adorable and innocent looking compared to the fat one.
it doesnt bites me and it's super clean.
no pee-pee on the stomach.


i forgot whether this one is the fat one or the skinny one.
but nevermind, just picture a hamster skinny, clean and cute.
&& i find this picture very cute cause he/she is like dragging or stretching her body long long.


i miss putting them together seeing them squeaking around.
but now if i put them together they fight.
and always end up the the skinny one looking terrified.
not fair.
fat, big shot la.


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i also thought of..

jay and the girl in the box in the MV of 魔术先生。
it was a three minutes preview.
and there was this girl in the MV called 亮羽.
often seen in 现场躲猫猫 the girl who times and time.
she was once fat, really fat.
and not pretty.
but after she slimmed down, she was skinny tall and pretty.
then she got lie into the same box with jay! ( tsk, tsk, tsk. )
she probably needed two boxes to lie into when she hadn't slim down.
but now, she lies in the same box with JAY CHOU.
SAME BOX.
SAME BOX.
so this is my plan :
1. i should go get fat right now.
2. get someone to give me some major trauma.
3. got pissed off and lost weight.
4. become slim tall and pretty.
5. start hoping that i can lie in the same box with some hot taiwan celebrity.
-.-
but this is my thought after 10 seconds.
1. i should go get fat right now. i should start slimming now. (already fat.)
2. get someone to give me some major trauma. i had more than enough major trauma.
3. get pissed off and lost weight.
4. become slim tall and pretty. (cannot make it)
5. start hoping that i can lie in the same box with some hot taiwan celebrity. (HAHAHAH, in singapore? i say, NO WAY.)



it's so hard to get into the music industry in singapore.
unless you are rich, and you get to go for lessons in some music schools.
and pretty and slim.
and most of all, LUCKY.
what to do? .__________.


okay, enough of that.
that was a bimbotic moment.

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anyway, i thought of my sister and her swollen eye.
she used to be looking like that.
O.O
a few days ago she woke up looking like that.
o.O
then it became like that.
-.O

kay, that was just to entertain myself.
but i just felt like saying to her.
" stop looking at me like that. "
-.O

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now i shall go practice my doll's dream.
and,



this songs makes me happy.
but ignore all those ... things/creatures moving around the song.
this isnt the actual MV la.
i dont think this song has a MV.
but i found this extremely irritating so i chose this one.
be it the dog, the rabbit or.. the yellow thing.

hahahahahaha. focus on the song, people.