i can continue pretending.
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Thursday, June 14, 2007 @ 7:21 AM
i hate the feeling of using " father" or "mother" to be a shield for anything.
it sucks.
and i hate it, alot.
i don't wanna be so "protected".
they just can't let me MOVE ON with these "challenges" that i face when i go secondary.
no, i seriously don't feel ashamed or whatsoever if they call the teacher and speak to them.
but hey, EVERYBODY'S BUYING.
so what's your big damn fucking problem?
i don't even mind using MY OWN money buying the traditional costume.
only if you allow withdrawing of money from my bank.
even if i say i wanna use my own money buying it, you give that bloody stupid stare.
saying that i waste money.
WHAT.IS.WRONG.WITH.YOU.GUYS?
i'm seriously pissed.
just because i'm unsure about inside the performance, doesn't mean i will NOT be inside for the next 3 years.
you have just SO little confidence in your daughter.
i really don't know what to say.
i really don't know what to say.
i really don't know.
don't know.
DON'T KNOW.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
why can they pay money for my sister's SJAB things but not JUST A TRADITIONAL COSTUME?
they are not biased in this case, they are just SQUARE-BRAINED.
no, i don't believe that all the things add up together she bought does not exceed my traditional costume.
choir costume for SYF is already FOC.
only that you need to get your own shoes.
SHOES ARE JUST LIKE 20 dollars.
i can pay for my own.
i already pay for my OWN choir fund.
i didn't extract that bloody hell 2 dollars from your precious pocket per month.
look :
2 x 10 = 20.
I SAVED YOU 20 dollars.
and spent MY 20 dollars.
even if the price goes up to 50 dollars, you still save 20 dollars.
it's like a discount.
how about CANCELLING your bloody whatsoever trip to shanghai or beijing?
anyway, you're going with TOUR GUIDE.
what's so fun about going with TOUR GUIDES?
if you cancel it, you can get to save up to thousand not only FIFTY DOLLARS the most.
i'm pissed.
and really, if dad, you knew how to come to my blog.
i hoped you can read it.
because i know you don't really know what i'm thinking.
and speaking to you and mum is like wasting my breath.
i'm tired, really.
for today i shall just be the stupid girl who crys and fuss over one thing.
for tomorrow i shall be a girl who faces new challenges.
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