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Friday, June 08, 2007 @ 3:13 AM

最近心情糟透。
actually, i also don't know why.
these few days like this.
maybe it's because lacking of sleep?

haven't post for threee days, right?
no idea.
quite busy.
i went vivo city, bugis, causeway point yesterday.
got myself a zinc bag, even though it's a fake one.
hahaa, doesn't mean everything have to be branded right?
and at least i got the courage to admit, i'm NOT fake.
it's a white, shoulder bag.

i want to "wrap" up my messy feelings and throooooooooooow them!
(:

today had choir.
i was late for talentime.
haha.
DON'T ASK WHY.
and sectionals was in AVA!!
but kinda cold.
then today got audition for CLAP.
while waiting for the others to go for audition.
jiahui, wip, peiying, yeechin and i started to play 海带, 205.
haha i know it's lame la.
but waiting and doing nothing.
and a while later i suggested to play... HEARTATTACK!
haha, when we played till the next round chng yong came and join.
DAMN, his hands are damn cold can.
then after that peiying yeechin and chng yong went away.
and then bryan came and play.
hahaa.

yeah i'm not in for CLAP.
you should clap for all you want.
cos i went to sing jiahui part.
not able to get in wasn't depressing for me.
depressing thing is that i have to try again.
why must there be a second chance?
i don't like that feeling.
i rather not have that second chance.
you don't have to pity me and give me second chance.
i don't mind not getting in.
i don't mind not getting cca points.
cos i know there's not much points in choir.
choir for me, is just a relaxation time.
i will rather study more.

but, i will still JIA YOU one hor.
everything i do have to jiaaaaaaaaa youuuuuuu.
but i've learnt something too.

有些事情不应该看得太重，否则心会更痛。
你会发现那些只是你生命中很渺小的事情。
我要走的路还很长！

this rubbish quote to you, but lesson to me. is quoted from:
WENXIN'S HEART.
i'm consoling myself.
SO?
but it means that i know how to fang de kai.
you can only grow through experiences.
i'm glad , i'm growing.

so, WENXIN jiayou!



看你在闹看你在笑看你的眼泪在掉
听你深夜里在祈祷哦
.看你在忙看你偷懒看你的天空的呐喊
听你说你很烦
我可以飞我不会累我擦过你的眼泪
你却从来没见过我
我发着光白色的光
曾掠过你脸庞摸懂你的心事
只因为我是你的angel(ye)
当你碰到任何困难
我会守在你旁
带你越过每一座山
世界总有光明黑暗
至少有我作伴
就让我陪你到天亮
人性冷漠让你绝望
你有我在身旁
不用到处寻找希望
我这里是安全地带
会合你的生活节拍
别怀疑有我的存在
你闭上眼睡一圈
我就会在你耳边
拉走你的心事
kao. my angel eh?
yay! i like the bold parts.
cos i never been in a 安全地带 nor have anyone 合我的生活节拍.
(: