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Wednesday, February 21, 2007 @ 2:32 AM

you don't always get to meet who you want to.
neither do i believe you meet them everyday.

i know you guys don't know what i talking about.
you all don't need to know either.

it's surprising how people can easily or should i saw SUDDENLY like someone.
people like evelyn.
if it isn't kaifeng, then damn, evelyn, you are REAL fast.

reading other people's blog, made me realised how dull my life is.
it's only about sitting in my dad's car, studying for 7 hours, or 12 hours, then getting onto the bus.

yes it's dull, but it doesn't distract me.
i announce, i am no more - flower idiot - hua chi.
it just feels like erm, my line for feelings have been cut away? haha
my dad scolds me, i don't respond. ( hey, normally i will cry hor )
i did well for my literature, i don't feel happy ( normally i'll show off hor )
people comments about the pimples on my face, i have no respond ( normally i very bu shuang de hor LOL)
things which at "meant" to be "funny" , i don't laugh.
i don't respond.
but hey, i'm STILL a living thing.

sometimes from reading a blog, you can see if the person is blabbering crap.
i know i might be sometimes,that's because i feel like typing but i've got nothing to write on.
some written it ... to make people jealous.
some written it... to catch attention.
some written it... because they are plainly .. "flower idiot" hua chi?
do you belong to any of those?
i admit, i used to be like all those 3.
but i'm no longer is.
am i ?
nah, i don't think so.

6gandhi has disappeared.
i can't imagine how the June bbq will be like.
some only think of girls in their school.
some thinking of boys in their school.
some thinking of the HOMEWORK they have.
some thinking of friends they have in THEIR school.
hey, the BBQ is useless.

i think in 6gandhi the ONLY person who will automatically come and talk to me when i online.
it's shuang xing.
hey, he's a nice guy k?
though whenever i ask him what he is doing, his reply will always be fucking.
but it turns out that he is always playing runescape.
he was the ONLY ONE who begged me to go back to huamin at 7.30pm.
but of course i didn't go la.
i'm not an idiot. (:


everybody change.