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Thursday, January 25, 2007 @ 6:28 PM

at this hour ( 10.27am) you all at in school.
i'm at home, home sweet home.
i'm suppose to have camping until today 12.20.
but my mens cramps hurts alot, it start from the day before til yesterday and now it's coming back. it had never stopped.
and bloody hell, my parents don't believe i have mens cramp they think i just wanna go home.

what the fuck.
how about asking them going to the a camp sleeping in a tent in the field and you STAINED the tent? fuck.
how about staning your pants with blood and you are suppose to sit down and when you stand up the chair is stained with blood? fuck.
how about bathing when you are only given a big pail of water to splash yourself and what if the blood starts running everywhere? fuck.
how about having pain and you are to trek from ahmad ibrahim to sembawang beach? cook there, not bringing pad, and was flooded. fuck. fuck. fuck.

but hey, this camp didn't suck if i hadn't have my mens and mens cramp.
you know? i visited the st johns for like 3 times. ( but oh well, i like the people they are really kind and funny.)

me : i have cramps very pain.
rita ( some sec 3 girl from st johns, malaysian ): you nah eat izzit?
me: i got, but i not stomach cramp, i mens cramp.
rita : aiyo.. come come sit down. (shout to the chang yue and some guy who calls himself super : got hot water anot? )
boys : don have. for what?
rita: she in pain ah. cramps, OUR GIRLS CRAMP.
boys : *silence* ( then they suddenly go run and ask for hot water )
30 mins later, i was still in pain.
the water haven't come ah. then they finally brought some hot water for me.
then the stupid mr loke ( my PEF teacher ), : rita, why she here?
rita: she girls cramp ah.
mr loke: nvm la, SMALL MATTER.
i was like , hey fuck, you are a guy and you donno what's the pain. so what if you have a wife who knows how to dance chicken dance? so what if she carries one big packet of pads in your bag? so what if her pain is not like mine?

fuck.

ahh nvm, then i went to sleep after getting the hot water and went to the tent and sleep.
the next day i woke up, i stained the tent.
me : *oh shit,WALIAO EH*
then i walk out to find any facs, i don care whether boy or girl.
but i found this jasmine oh, she calls herself Princess jasmine, she's nice .
i asked her if she got pad. she quickly call her friend and ask her friend to go to her bag and get pad for me.
within one minute, the pad came. but it was a THIN one but nvm, at least she got it and was faster than the st johns people.
(:

then i went to the 3rd floor where my bags were there, but * ta-da* donno which freaking idiot lost the keys. then my facs went round finding for the keys. i like my facs okay? they were shamin, haikal and shahril. all malays, but they all very cute (:
they taught us how to cook, build the tent, and they cooked for us.
but actually ah, i didn't build the tent ah . it was the camp commandant (henry LAW) build for me one.
alston hates henry.
LOL.

then the second day i also went to the st johns, the rita drag me to the st john again.
then i stayed there for like 2 hours? and i was the only "casualty" there.
and they was like fourteen seniors sitting around me all asking me the same old questions.
first question: what happen to you? (cramps)
second question : still pain anot? (yes)
third question : you hungry anot? (no)
fourth question : you want to eat buscuit? (no)
fifth question : you want to drink hot milo? (no)
sixth question : you want to lie down? (no)
seventh question : what you want to do? ( sit down and rest )
each seniors will ask these questions.
and 7 x 14 = ?
98 .

then finally i ask for hot water to put at my stomach coz it hurts really alot.
then one mass tin, 3/4 of water, a burner, 6 person over the hot water.
3 st johns people , 3 seniors.
all looking at the water like somehow will have gold come out.
then one bottle need another 2 person find for it.
but i feel terrible seeing them cook the water for me.
so paiseh.

after that one senior (haikal) ask me whether i eat breakfast already.
i said no.
he said take the biscuits for me, he told me to eat.
i said no need la.
he said i don eat , he find a senior to sing in front me, and that senior sings terribly.
so i ate.

then i hear my seniors talk and talk, crap that was funny.
then i felt weird, and i checked out.
and one st johns guy brought me to the beach where the activity was happening.
he ask me whether he needed to carry things for me.
i said no.
but he still took my things for me.
weird ah.

i still like AI.
and i like my class.
and i like my facs.
and my seniors.
and the st johns people.
they are nice.
(:

at least i went to the camp okay?
my class got 3 people escaped from the camp.
and other classes got more.
at least i was there for around 2 days.

and i think jiahui and i were the only girls who had mens?
and how come jiahui say she don even feel pain one?
I WANT TO CHANGE WITH HER!