i can continue pretending.

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Saturday, October 14, 2006 @ 1:42 AM

they find dashing hopes fun.
they've got loads of disappointment for me.
they are asking for my life,
WHY DON'T THEY JUST TAKE IT?

i'm so bloody pissed off now. really so pissed off.

i can only get my phone next week, i cannot stand it.
actually i can buy today, but my mother will sure nag ..
coz if i order online can save money.
if order online must wait 4 to 5 days.

and well, okay........ I don want to say anything liao.

and my sister got her 6280 now, they are ALL talking about it.
WHAT THE FUCK! long time nvr scold vulgar words.
they don care.
i care so much.

i had such a hard time counting down to this saturday.
i'll have a hard time counting down to next saturday.

i had so much hope on my dad today.
i have no hope on my dad next saturday.

everything is going to change in this split second...
i'm accepting this stupid truth not to pin any hope on anyone.







UNCONTROLLABLE.