Monday, September 04, 2006 @ 3:53 AM
*puff* i'm here again, to blog, talk , lame things, ( lame arh )
i'm so sian! i study for 4 hrs liao le. first time see myself so hardworking leh, really lol. but maybe it won't last long la.
err.. what to say, hmm. i'm dreading for wednesday to come, science paper results would be out. well, i know i can only score 60 plus, it's true, just watch. the most the real most 70.
think in the positive way, i learn from my mistake , so i can do well for psle. will this way work? this is my currently thinking. but it's lyk i'm afraid that even when i'm at psle my science is going down the drain.
will i ever have the chance to pick up? ehh?
i hope i will.
if i can't, i'll force myself.
i must, really i MUST.
i want to TRY and prove to people that my maths can A*, my chinese can get above 95, my science can get a high A and high A for my english also. and if i could, i want to get high A for my hmt.
will all those above come true? you know i want to know if i can achieve, so i wouldn't be wasting my time . i'm afraid till it all, all turns out to be a heap of disappointment.
i know ms wong has faith in my chinese.
i know mrs siva has faith in my english.
i donno if mr lim has faith in my science or maths.
i doonno. i really donno.
what if i spend hours and hours of time studying?! and nothing comes out?!
orhh. some mad woman is asking me to study again. HELLO?! WILL I EVER REACH THERE?!
my afraidness is turning into anger. ANYONE HAS A CURE?!
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