i can continue pretending.
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Thursday, August 31, 2006 @ 3:09 AM
i cannot stand it.
i'm speechless, disappointed, with MY OWN MOTHER.
three words ,
I GIVE UP. ( this word really stands ALOT of feelings )
really man, i swearrrr. BLOODY HELL.
SHE DON'T BELIEVE A THING I SAY.
well, THEN IN THE FIRST PLACE DON'T GIVE ME THAT FACE, THAT ATTITUDE, THAT TONE OF YOUR FREAKING VOICE.
you know how annoying izzit? no? yeah, i really admire you guys, you really got a great mother.
SHE THINKS SHE'S A GREAT ONE. well, again. old people, often forget their inverted commas.
if i ever have depression, no one to blame? yes, SHE.
SHE SHE SHE SHE SHE SHE SHE SHE SHE SHE SHE SHE.
she nvr scolds my sister, even if low marks, SHE DON'T.
WELL, ME?! SHE THINKS BLOODY HELL MY STANDARD IS SAME AS MY SISTER. AND SHE GOT THE BLOODY HELL CHEEK TO SOMEMORE ASK ME TO TELL MRS SIVA THAT MY STANDARD ISN'T THE SAME AS MY SISTER.
tell me wad's going on?
there's something wrong with me, really.
i don't even lyk being with a big crowd now. not even with friends.
i seriously swear i want to be alone.
that kind of lonely feeling, makes me feel so good.
your don't understand. YOUR DON'T.
ME
"angel" : she's your mother leh.
" devil" : SO?! she is annoying.
"angel" : buuttt.
"devil" : but your shit la.
"angel" : ya lor hor, she so wad right?
look even my angel agrees with me. i'm a bad person, no body likes, i hate myself. really