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i'm broken
Friday, September 23, 2005 @ 8:53 PM

i'm broken i really have the urge to cry dun tell me i'm a cry baby or wadever. everyone have a weak side. i bet u ever cry b4. i have the urge to go and die. have ur gone through pain? lyk ur pain is bout ur mum blah blah here blah blah there. wad about mine? u noe all my grandparents are dead, i noe i'm not kin to them, but sometimes i'm jealous of other people still having their grandparents alive. and not only them u noe my second aunt died too? ya so wad if i've seen them b4? only wad 5 months when i saw them?? or wad 1 yr old latest 9? u noe why i'm jealous? people have grandparents to look at. me? no one.i look at wad? the walls?no pictures. black total black. u might think i talk shit. yeah? imagine ur family members living u one by one even though u are not kin to you. but still, they are still ur relatives rite? rite ? rite?i'm still jealous.


warning : DUN CALL MY FULL NAME it sucks